Ha.. I think that I have scared some of the friends with my previous blog entry..
Ladies.. am doing fine now.. I think it's a matter of PMS and emotional instability when you are out of control of certain things, and little lost then..
In fact, am feeling just great now as am leaving for my Himalayas trip this Friday with a buddy that I might not be seeing him for a while after he leaves for his home country... It has been a great one and half year knowing him, though he can be an irritating one occasionally.. but that what a friendship is, I suppose.. irritate you so that you know them well enough to accept them as what they are?? hehe..
...oh and a sms from one yesterday had lighten up the worries too.. It is not something good to worry about this I must say.. just so 烦烦烦！
Next time can someone please remind me not to be so emotional!!
Monday, June 09, 2008
Friday, June 06, 2008
想太多。。
好久好久没有用华语写blog了。。突然心血来潮想把最近的心事，感想写下来。。好让以后再回来这的时候回想自己是多么的无聊吧？ At least that is what I feel every time I read my archives here..
最近的心情有点忽起忽落。。不知道是因为PMS还是什么。。把身边的朋友都给吓了一跳。。还以为我真的生了他们的气，真不好意思！感觉上就是不对。。很迷惑！
朋友说别想这么多。。让事情顺其自然，我也是这么觉得。。但是偶尔难免会自问自己是不是真的被cursed了。。没有一次是好事，总是当感觉对的时候。。一些不愉快的谣言或feedback 就开始浮现。。 弄得自己胡思乱想。。
刚刚做了一件非常无聊cum没志气的事。。还好有一位多年的朋友提醒了我这句话 "You don't have to be at one's mercy，get a grip of yourself"
这个礼拜，我让人给放了两次的鸽子。。开始怀疑世界上怎么会有这样没信用的人。。我不敢说我是个非常有信用的人，从然我也放了一些人的鸽子。。但是都是有valid reasons 的！这两位本来也称不上什么特别朋友的友人现在撤撤底底的fall into my ignore list for am going to give them super attitude from now on! 算我倒霉碰上这一些瘟神！
再过几天，XXX 就回来了。。本来是一件挺开心及期待的事。。不过经过最近的消息和反应。。真的觉得也不过如此。。有时候怀疑我是不是太过不理智了。。凡事都太过于急躁。。可能是从小受到妈妈的影响。。什么都要快！哈哈！why cant things just be simple and straightforward?? 要与不要真的这么难做决定吗？
。。urgh!! 肚子的毛病又来了。。该时候休息了。。明天又是一天。。希望是个好天，好开始。。
I really need to stop procrastinating and finish up what I am supposed to do, can anyone just give me a push here!! Am so low in determination... why why why???
最近的心情有点忽起忽落。。不知道是因为PMS还是什么。。把身边的朋友都给吓了一跳。。还以为我真的生了他们的气，真不好意思！感觉上就是不对。。很迷惑！
朋友说别想这么多。。让事情顺其自然，我也是这么觉得。。但是偶尔难免会自问自己是不是真的被cursed了。。没有一次是好事，总是当感觉对的时候。。一些不愉快的谣言或feedback 就开始浮现。。 弄得自己胡思乱想。。
刚刚做了一件非常无聊cum没志气的事。。还好有一位多年的朋友提醒了我这句话 "You don't have to be at one's mercy，get a grip of yourself"
这个礼拜，我让人给放了两次的鸽子。。开始怀疑世界上怎么会有这样没信用的人。。我不敢说我是个非常有信用的人，从然我也放了一些人的鸽子。。但是都是有valid reasons 的！这两位本来也称不上什么特别朋友的友人现在撤撤底底的fall into my ignore list for am going to give them super attitude from now on! 算我倒霉碰上这一些瘟神！
再过几天，XXX 就回来了。。本来是一件挺开心及期待的事。。不过经过最近的消息和反应。。真的觉得也不过如此。。有时候怀疑我是不是太过不理智了。。凡事都太过于急躁。。可能是从小受到妈妈的影响。。什么都要快！哈哈！why cant things just be simple and straightforward?? 要与不要真的这么难做决定吗？
。。urgh!! 肚子的毛病又来了。。该时候休息了。。明天又是一天。。希望是个好天，好开始。。
I really need to stop procrastinating and finish up what I am supposed to do, can anyone just give me a push here!! Am so low in determination... why why why???
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008
Delighted.
*From moi workplace
... brought my lappy to work and erm.. managed to connect to one available 'open' wireless network over.. *wink* thought maybe I could spend some time blogging here while waiting for my lunch.. haha
... it has been a little great birthday month.. with all the good stuffs and people that I am introduced to, I must say am delighted most of the time,*smiling broadly*.. (apart from some hiccups here & there which are not worth mentioning here..)
... just hope things will keep on sailing smoothly.. and the true happiness will surface soon.. =)
... brought my lappy to work and erm.. managed to connect to one available 'open' wireless network over.. *wink* thought maybe I could spend some time blogging here while waiting for my lunch.. haha
... it has been a little great birthday month.. with all the good stuffs and people that I am introduced to, I must say am delighted most of the time,*smiling broadly*.. (apart from some hiccups here & there which are not worth mentioning here..)
... just hope things will keep on sailing smoothly.. and the true happiness will surface soon.. =)
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Unbelievable
A good one to describe everything now...
Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and you changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Oh yeah, break down and cry.
Now I see, what love means
Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and you changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Oh yeah, break down and cry.
Now I see, what love means
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Game for it??
After a long consideration and discussion with the loved one and friends, I am going to pursue what I have wanted, and so glad to have the support from the people that I love the most..
... I seem to have given myself a lot of birthday pressie this year.. =) and I have got my first birthday present for this year, a very very very early one.. no.. not only one but at least three or more.. haha!! Am so delighted!
... I seem to have given myself a lot of birthday pressie this year.. =) and I have got my first birthday present for this year, a very very very early one.. no.. not only one but at least three or more.. haha!! Am so delighted!
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Longest trip back home
Guess what! I had actually spent the goddamn 2++ hours to travel back home from work today! (normal traveling time = 1.25 hours) I hate that and I almost wanted to break someone's neck because of that!!
...all thanks to my 'Keh Kiang-ness' (hokkien) to try taking 2 buses to go home as I really don't fancy the idea of switching bus and train then bus again to get to the destination, as I thought it is really a waste of time but I think now I would rather do that to save my misery of traveling on the buses with thousands over stops and traffic lights, finally I understand why we need to pay more to travel on the MRT!
... I am considering of shifting again.. seriously! Just find me a bloody room that is located not more than 5 MRT or bus stops and I will be so much thankful of u! No joke..
...all thanks to my 'Keh Kiang-ness' (hokkien) to try taking 2 buses to go home as I really don't fancy the idea of switching bus and train then bus again to get to the destination, as I thought it is really a waste of time but I think now I would rather do that to save my misery of traveling on the buses with thousands over stops and traffic lights, finally I understand why we need to pay more to travel on the MRT!
... I am considering of shifting again.. seriously! Just find me a bloody room that is located not more than 5 MRT or bus stops and I will be so much thankful of u! No joke..
Saturday, April 12, 2008
It's been a month
Wow! Time flies & its been a month since I last updated my blog,
... and not to mention, also almost a month since I left my old workplace..
Things are sailing pretty well so far, though initially there were some dissatisfactions at work, but I guess nothing is perfect and it is just 'give & take'. At least I got to be sponsored for a course in May which I believe I wouldnt be getting it if I were still slogging at the old workplace, so much lesser patient load for a day (Well.. and not to forget the napping and playing my DS there..shhhhhh!!!) Now, all I hope is just getting more pay!! *Wink*
Bought a new lappy, (namely Nanami) unexpectedly, which of course implying that my money is gone again. Anyway, ya.. I would say that its a good buy with all the good specs bla bla bla and gift (160gb WD Passport external hdd), so gonna love 'her' more than anything else from now onwards! *Muacks*
Got to know this affordable 10-day Himalayas Expedition. It's so fantastic and am definitely joining it! I have always had this dream to go to places with incredible history, exhilarating sceneries & ancient Buddhist temples like Tibet and Himalayas, somehow I just feel I need to be there to see them!! Hope the time has come and this is the time for me to realize the dream! This is going to be the TRIP OF THE YEAR if I manage to get the place. *Keep finger crossed*
....Another weekend is here, will be on course.. cant complain much as its for my own skill advancement.. but still cant help to feel upset thinking I have to sacrifice my sleep and rest. *Sigh*
... and not to mention, also almost a month since I left my old workplace..
Things are sailing pretty well so far, though initially there were some dissatisfactions at work, but I guess nothing is perfect and it is just 'give & take'. At least I got to be sponsored for a course in May which I believe I wouldnt be getting it if I were still slogging at the old workplace, so much lesser patient load for a day (Well.. and not to forget the napping and playing my DS there..shhhhhh!!!) Now, all I hope is just getting more pay!! *Wink*
Bought a new lappy, (namely Nanami) unexpectedly, which of course implying that my money is gone again. Anyway, ya.. I would say that its a good buy with all the good specs bla bla bla and gift (160gb WD Passport external hdd), so gonna love 'her' more than anything else from now onwards! *Muacks*
Got to know this affordable 10-day Himalayas Expedition. It's so fantastic and am definitely joining it! I have always had this dream to go to places with incredible history, exhilarating sceneries & ancient Buddhist temples like Tibet and Himalayas, somehow I just feel I need to be there to see them!! Hope the time has come and this is the time for me to realize the dream! This is going to be the TRIP OF THE YEAR if I manage to get the place. *Keep finger crossed*
....Another weekend is here, will be on course.. cant complain much as its for my own skill advancement.. but still cant help to feel upset thinking I have to sacrifice my sleep and rest. *Sigh*
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Last day
Last day: Yesterday was my last day working at my workplace, things were just as per normal (normal as in the leave quota can be exceeded for certain people, and those who came to work have to cover and struggle to work for them, irritating) Well, its been pretty busy for myself (apart from the S*** that i just mentioned) as I needed to bid farewell to the fellow colleagues in the wards, return my stuffs and clear the patients so that it will not be a hectic week for my ex-colleagues next week (hmm..so not used to the term ex- here, haahaa) oh, and not to forget about the horror movie that I watched with friends, i think they must have regretted to say yes.. =P *pai seh*
Farewell: had alot of farewell dinners/lunch with friends at the workplace and endless laughters that made my tummy burst for the past one week! Thanks for the great chillax outings! and of course the treats from you all.. *muacks*
My feeling: undoubtedly.. I feel relief to be able to leave the god-forsaken place like what a friend of mine described it as.. the only thing that makes me feel so reluctant to say bye is the nice people that I have met throughout the journey, though some may have left earlier than me.. some are still struggling there, I guess its part and parcel of the life to move on, but am sure we will always remain as good friends, and the next outings will be me listening to your all whining about the place..*gigle*
New place: one line for now, hope its a good new start..and my application can be submitted soon! *pray*
Farewell: had alot of farewell dinners/lunch with friends at the workplace and endless laughters that made my tummy burst for the past one week! Thanks for the great chillax outings! and of course the treats from you all.. *muacks*
My feeling: undoubtedly.. I feel relief to be able to leave the god-forsaken place like what a friend of mine described it as.. the only thing that makes me feel so reluctant to say bye is the nice people that I have met throughout the journey, though some may have left earlier than me.. some are still struggling there, I guess its part and parcel of the life to move on, but am sure we will always remain as good friends, and the next outings will be me listening to your all whining about the place..*gigle*
New place: one line for now, hope its a good new start..and my application can be submitted soon! *pray*
Sunday, March 09, 2008
真没话说。。
What is the meaning of farewell dinner??
Farewell dinner 是自己办的吗？有人可以告诉我吗？？like begging and forcing people to say bye and pay for you.. I would rather dont want one.. especially when people who attend it are there JUST FOR ANOTHER DINNER..
.. but am glad that I still have friends that are truly sincerely wanting to bid farewell with me.. YL, though its just a very simple Carl's Jr and I am sure that you werent thinking about my farewell when you said you wanted to give me a treat, =P..but still thank you so much for it.. and YES! AM OUT OF THE HELL PLACE.. remember to get him so that your 姐妹的幸福也有个着落..haha! And for the coming dinner with people that I REALLY want to bid farewell with.. looking forward to it.. hope its another fantastic gossipy night out!
.. and I hope I will not have to be asked to organise my own farewell party in future!!
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Farewell dinner 是自己办的吗？有人可以告诉我吗？？like begging and forcing people to say bye and pay for you.. I would rather dont want one.. especially when people who attend it are there JUST FOR ANOTHER DINNER..
.. but am glad that I still have friends that are truly sincerely wanting to bid farewell with me.. YL, though its just a very simple Carl's Jr and I am sure that you werent thinking about my farewell when you said you wanted to give me a treat, =P..but still thank you so much for it.. and YES! AM OUT OF THE HELL PLACE.. remember to get him so that your 姐妹的幸福也有个着落..haha! And for the coming dinner with people that I REALLY want to bid farewell with.. looking forward to it.. hope its another fantastic gossipy night out!
.. and I hope I will not have to be asked to organise my own farewell party in future!!
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