It's been a while

*Listening to 桂冠英雄 by David Tao* over and over again

... 我知道我要...

It's been a while since I last dropped by here to blabber something.. Life was mostly a routine for the past few months, traveling one-hour plus to work and wondering if this was really what I had wanted to do.. no joke.. that's really what I was thinking everyday then!

I was once lost, months ago.. suddenly lost the aim of being where and what I am now, I wanted so much to blame someone for this, but I know in the end, it's my choice and blaming is just going to make me felt more lost and unhappy. So.. I had decided to seek the other way out..

... so yes, I am leaving the place again... I feel so relieved. Just like how I felt when I left the first place. I don't know how the new environment is, but I know that I am not ready to leave the hospital environment. 3 1/2 years there, 5 months here taught me a lot, that I still have so much to strive for! I aint going to stop at where I am now doing something totally not something I should do as a professional!

Studies; 万事俱备，只欠东风！Part of me know that it is gonna be tough but I just feel so good that am upgrading myself and do something that I have wanted to since the school days. Some asked me if it's worth the money, I don't know but my heart tells me this what I want to, if I don't do it, I will most probably regret later. I am at the most privileged situation with so little of commitments and I should just give it a go!

Shifting; Living alone here for so many years make me realise that family support is utmost important in different stages of your life, family members are the pillar of strength. Glad that I will be seeing them very soon. Not by any chance that am gonna give up on having my own family too! Please grant me the wish!! Hehe...

Till next time!

... still listening to the same song now.. =P