Phew.. finally done with my CV at this hour.. So well awake though!! Must have passed my sleeping time, darn.. Need to get up in another 5-hour time or maybe less..
I didnt get to do what I was supposed to do today despite 怂恿 by my buddies for I had really no gut, *hopeless*.. maybe they are right when they said that you will be like a 绵羊 when you are in front of someone you have a crush on, but then do I really have a crush on him?? or am just fantasizing about having a crush on him, and psychologically make myself become like this.. or I just want to be adored in a way or another?? I really have no idea.. but true enough that my emotion seems to be controlled by this most of the time, even the way he spoke on the phone could make me kept wondering who was on the other side of the line, aaarghhhh! This aint right!
... Sigh.. 不想了。。好累！！
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